At The End of The Day

If I had been asked that a month ago, I would’ve said No. Not at all.

But now, I’m not so sure.

I know I did a lot of mistakes in the past but I’ve never felt like going back, wanting them to never happen. All those mistakes helped build a person that I am today.

This is the first time I wish I had never made a mistake. It was so stupid, so obvious a mistake that in the rare times of clarity, I find myself wondering, "What in the f*cking hell were you thinking? How on Earth could you let yourself into that mess?"

I used to pity people with regrets, thinking they’ve lost the only good thing that a mistake gives you, which is a lesson. But now I think I know what it’s like.

Jeez. I wish to God I could go back and undo everything. I wish it had never happened at all.

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